As time goes by, without i realized this heart is filled with another love, another names to be remembered, another date of birth to memorize and another songs to know by heart. My wallpaper phone changed, my recently playlist now filled with another songs and the names no longger in the talk. Sometimes I question myself, is the love still there ? And you know, I cant find the exact answer. So I shrugged myself and smile, hoping the answer is yes. Unfortunately, I was wrong. I was really really wrong. 

You see, I've been informed that its been 3 years now since infinite debut. My eyes are heavy, my headache are killing me right now, limbs are all sore probably because today's activities. So, i thought i could have a sleep but here i am infront of my laptop trying to figure out what should i write for Infinite. Hmm, I guess I'll start with the one and only leader. 

Kim Sunggyu or Inspirits prefered to call him OldGyu or I myself like to called him GyuGyu. Hehehe /blushing. You know Kim Sunggyu I know had very tiny eyes sometimes people confused is he sleeping or awake,  Kim Sunggyu I know also is the most strict leader and Kim Sunggyu I memorized is a very scary person. Yet, his name still there, permanent paved in the deep deep down inside my heart. Despite all the flaws, he is a very good leader. He always lead his group to a better way, never forget to mention his members name if he was in a certain variety show. And maybe whenever someone says leader, Kim Sunggyu might  not the very first name that came across my mind, but I swear I will always remember him as the leader. A very good leader. 

The mood maker, the second oldest or the weirdest among all the member is called Jang Dongwoo. Dongwoo you see, always trying to make his members listen to him yet they never were. He was the least popular, he was the least prettiest, despite all this he never show his sadness instead he keep laughing. And thats why whenever someone said "laughing machine" Dongwoo is the first name that came across my mind. Dongwoo teach me lots of things. And one of them is always try to improve yourself. And look, maybe he used be the least popular, but duhh /flip hair atleast he already had achieve his dream by forming a Infinite sub unit which is called as Infinite H. 

Nam Woohyun , the greasy namu, Sunggyu's wifeuu and the only one who brave enough to against leader's decision. To be honest, I dont have many things to say about him but I can tell you, Nam Woohyun is one of talented person. He can sing very well, he take care of his members and his abs is delicious  :P 

Lee Howon or who wanted to be called as Hoya. Our dancing machine who had a very sharp tounge. Never afraid to point out his opinion is a very optimistic person. He is the only idol i know that despite getting objection from his parents, he keep trying to achieve his dream. From the start he already know what he wanted to do in his life. When everyone around his age are struggling to do homework, figure out how to solve the mathematics questions and there was Hoya in a small practice room full with mirror practice very hard to debut. So really, if you feel like giving up, remember Hoya. If Hoya could achieve his dream, Insyaallah, we also can achieve our dream by trying hard. Like very hard. 

My baby boy, my choding, my first bias in Infinite. Lee Sungyeol, i still remember when words cannot express how much I love you. I love everything about you, you the one who make me smile alone with no reason, and the one who making me laugh so hard. Sungyeol you listen, maybe the love is not there anymore, but I promise you, I will always remember you as my first bias in infinite My first love ? /heheheh, blushing lagi :P 

Kim Myungsoo  our visual, in charged in making poker face, Infinite's photographer and the most important is Lee Sungyeol's husband :p Myungsoo who like to be called as L (huh, nak juga panggil dia myungsoo :p) is a very hardworking person. You know, till now I always hope you can express yourself more so Inspirit can know you better. But really, you are Myungsoo, the mysterious L, so i guess thats why lah kan.. 

Last but not least, the maknae, i mean the beautiful maknae, Lee Sungjong. Sungjong is a good maknae and it is because he always listen to his hyung. So yah Kim Sunggyu ! Better take care well your maknae okay ? Jangan nak garang sangat. Heh, 

I tried to wrote about them, but it seems like I dont know anymore about them. I keep repeating the same thing, and yes i know the letter is not as long as 2 years anniversary i wrote for them a years ago. Sorry.../muka nangis. 

Infinite, I may not being there first, but I really want to be there until the end. Congratulation to Infinite and Happy 3 years anniversary to all the Inspirits. You guys are the best. Seriously ♥

With lots of love, Eiyaa. 

Whoaa, I really had a fun today.  For those who did not know, today we all muslim celebrate Raya festival after one month fasting. 

Honestly, time flies so fast, it feels like, I just had a breaking fast yesterday. I guess, after all that's why well call it as Ramadhan month

as a good month out of all months. 

Hehehe, anyways, I just wanted to say Happy Eid Mubarak to all Muslim ~~ 

Okay, on count of three please guess which one is me. Hehe, one.two.three. ! That's it, time's up !      

Hahaha, k yess, i am the one who wearing the green baju kurung ^^ Hehe, okay ugly me >.< And btw, see that guy behind us ? He said I looks like Park Bom . I mean, 2ne1 Park Bom because today I put my fringe down. Hahha, okay note to myself to marry that guy right now !  :P 

Oh,  finally we manage to convince Kaydeen to wear a songkok *that black thing above his head* 

He refuse to wear it because he said it will ruin his hair. His 'D.O hair' Hahaha, the reason because he call his hair as ' D.O hair' is because he  said he's hair kinda look like Kyungsoo. He even told me and my sister to call him D.O from now on. 

Plus, he also told me to take  a pic of him doing a pose that similar to Kyungsoo, yess again, 'D.O pose' 

Hahaha, seriously,  I really had a weird brother :P  I wonder where he took all the weirdness ? 

After been trying to figure out this thing like forever, now I know the real truth