I've got no tution class yesterday, so I decided to visit Miza. Before I go further, for those who did not know, Miza was admitted into hospital. She was admitted actually since last Monday, i guess. So, it almost one week she's been there. Okay, bck to the story. Last night, I visited her. I mean, wihtout telling her. Hehehe, I've been plan to suprise her. Miza was suprised*kinda*. Yknow, Miza looks really pale and she also looks like she had lose so much weight. Me kinda suprise. Because last time i saw her which is last Sunday , she looks like she gonna get well soon. But, it turns out completely different. I didn't want to burden her so I didn't comment anything. We just talked, I asked her how's her life in hospital. She said, it is really boring there. Because too much of boringness, she even brush her teeth like million time. Hahahaha, me laughing so hard when she told me that. Miza being Miza, never never fail in making me laugh. I guess she's really didn't know what to do anymore. The urge to just stay there and accompany her was really temptation. But, I had to go to school. So yeah...

But, after got there. Like 15 minutes later, there was one man told us that visiting hour already finish. We were like, seriously ? We just got here. Give us some time man!! But, being a good guard *kononnya* he said that he'll just give us 10 minutes. Haishh, so yeah.. After Cik Ati *Miza's mum* finish eating, we decided to go bck. Haish, seriously *note to myself, pull a prank on the guard or get revenge for chasing us away. Mwahahah Okay okay, back to the story, before I left, I told Miza to not be nervous. Everything's gonna be fine. She said, she didn't even nervous. So, good, no need to be nervous it just city scan.

You know, after live in this world for 16 years, I never know that when we are worried for someone, everything's in this world would become slow. When I was in the car, *otw to go back to house* I listened to my fav song, Exo- Angel. You know, it seems like that song took like so long to finish. Why? I ask myself, then I realized it just because I've been thinking about Miza so much. That's why, the song that I've been enjoying lately, didn't even get to amused me. I am worried. Yess, really really worried. Then I got caught, I got cought in midsty eyes. Miza had grown up infront of me. We grown up together. We did ridiculous things together, we create memories together. See her like that makes me sad.

Miza, for all this time had been a cheerful person. She would make me laugh so hard. Everything's funny when I'm with her. Why this thing happen to her ? It just not fair. Then I remember, life never been fair. For a minutes, just forgot that fact. So yeah, me, Syahirah Suhalim never good in making good words. I cant comfort her, I'm not good in making goods words like my mum. So, I decided just pray for her. Hope she would get well soon and can get out from that hospital and never came back to that place again for all her life. Amin


♥Eiyaa
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