Ya Allah,  if I had a chance, I really really wish he could come back for me again. Yess, I know I sounded so selfish, but I've tried, seriously I've tried so damn hard. But I can't. I've tried to giving up, again, I failed myself. 

I swear, after you left me, I thought everything's gonna be alright. Yeah.. everything's alright now, but deep inside my heart, there is one little piece that missing. Yess you, I repeat you. This morning i woke up with you in my mind, I want to call you, I want to hear the sweet voice that I have not hear for awhile. But again, I cant, I failed myself. 

Ya Allah, forgive me for everything I've done. For all the sins that I've make. Today, me, Nur Syahirah Suhalim promise not to do all the mistake I've make. And promise to be a better person.

So, from now on, I'll try to go along with my story, my faith. If, you are not my soulmate, not my sweetheart, not my etc etc , Then, I'm fine with it. But if, someday He changed his heart for me, then I'll accept it. Seriously 

So, sekarang Nur Syahirah Suhalim will never cry after this boy. I promise, yess, Yakso ~~ Hihih xD

With lots of love, Eiya.