I wonder myself when will my heart will not be bothered by your news and your name. Lately, there's a rumor, I heard you are very happy now. I tried to not to be bothered, but I think there's something lacking here. Ouh, now I know, you are the problem here. For me,  no matter how happy you are, how good you are you should atleast hide it. Please have sone understanding here to my painful heart please ? Just for once ! Anyways,  So, from now, I should not blame myself if I'm not be able to forget you, cause the problem here is, YOU. I repeat, YOU. 
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