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Wednesday, October 12, 2011, ϟ

MORNING

I sat infront of my lappy, and as usual i log in my FB acc, just you all know, lately FB did not receive lots of love cause they said FB is boring, yeah i admit it, but it's not the reason for me to log in my acc everyday, every hour, every min, every sec. It is because, i want to know about him, i want to know how he is. Is he healthy? Is he fine ? So, like i said before, i log in my acc, and quickly open his profile. Then i see his picture with his girlfriend. Aww, so sweet, I really hope that girl who sitting beside him was me, but i know it is the imposible thing ever. I told myself "stop it Syeera, stop imagining things that imposible" I came back to earth, I smiled, i guess he is happy now. So, I log off cause act thats the only reason i log in my acc.

EVENING.

I sat infront of my flat-screen tv, I watched some movie which is i cant recalled what is the tittle of the movie.That story is about one girl who loves to writting story. She has one boyfriend, one boyfriend who has a big ambition. His ambition is to finished his study at one of the most popular university. So, yeahh, he got to further his study at that university. But.., in order to focused with his study. He dithcing his girlfriend. So, after got ditched ,that girl, the one loves to writing story ,cant move on with her life. She try to find her new soulmate, but she cant, she does not able to fight. Then, suddenly her old boyfriend*the same guy who ditch her,came back to her life. At first, she cant accept that guy, but with her heart which still love that guy, she accept that guy. so, she's happy, she got her boyfriend back, she already release her novel. Her novel received lots of love, but...., one day, night act, her boyfriend ditch her again, for second times. Atfirst, she does not understand, but she just accept the truth. So, after many years without that guy, she found her new soulmate, she decided to marry that new guy. The day already come, the day she become wife, suddenly her bestfriend, give her one letter. it turns out, her old boyfriend the one who give that letter. And, she found out, that man ditch her because actually, that man is dying, he is suffering from one disease*again, cant recalled. That guy said in his letter that, " aku lagi senang kalau tengok Milli marah kerana aku tinggalkan dia, aku tak sanggup tengok dia bersedih, duduk sebelah katil ku sambil menunggu saat aku untuk pergi, aku tak sanggup tengok Milli mengalirkan air matanya" That girl was crying after reading that letter, but suddenly she was smiling. Because she know, she had to move on.

So, for me,i find that this story is the saddest story ever*does not included PS, ILOVEYOU* After watching this story, i realized how much Imissyou. How much it hurts to see you with the other girl. I'm tired to pretend that i dont care about you anymore. It hurts sayang, it hurts, literally. You want to hear the funniest thing ever sayang ?FOR ALL THOSE TIME, 1 YEARS HAS GONE, I STILL FIND THE WAY TO FORGOT YOU . Funny huh ? AHAHHA,

Ouh, btw, for those reader who wondering what is the tittle of that story, the tittle of the story is MILLI DAN NATHAN. Hihih,

with lots of love, Eiyaa.