A little note for God,
Wednesday, November 10, 2010, ϟ
Are you there God ? Its me, Syeera :) .Ouh, My lIFE COULD not possibly suck more than it does right now.I try not to cry, and to let him go. I totally dont want to be be a deprssed person, with a heart that so broken and it hurts everytimei try to breath ! Yess, i still love him, i try to move on but i can't ! Ouh, and here's the worst part, i want him back :'(( . i really hate being like this.And then other times. I'm like, okay syeera, enoughh, Get over it . Because how can i let someonewho doesnt love me anymoree turn me into this people i dont even recognize ?Hmm, Stopp Nur Syahirah Suhalim !You're surpossed to turn off all ur emotions because he says it's over? Hey, you're supposed to go on with ur life like nothing happen lah ! :)Hahaha ,
Semalam,I went trough the motions of school on automatic. I cried at the most random things. Someone, "terlanggar" me and i'd suddenly feel tears running down my face. And the most worst it was when people asked me if i'm oay. Because then i had to admit it was real,it happended, and we weren't together anymore ? " hahaha, gila, tetibe menangis !ouh, and yeah, i had to admit that i didn't cry everyday , but my heart will always broken !
Ouh Ouh, btw i've decided to make a list that i miss about him . haha,so here it is,
Ouh Ouh, btw i've decided to make a list that i miss about him . haha,so here it is,
Top 3 things that i miss about you sayang :')3.I miss the time that you make me laugh smpi na mati. haha,2.you always remembered bende yg i ta ske, and you tried to ta na buadd bende tu :)1.The most things that i miss is, how it felt to be loved, and everyday someone told you thathe love you very much :)
Haha, Dear God,
you know what really help kenn ? What would really help is if you can make this felling go away :)
Haha,
With lots of love, Eiya.
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